I'm the villain in the book

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Children will grow up slowly, and Wei Tian will grow old slowly.

If there is no accident, he will watch his parents slowly close their eyes by the side of the hospital bed, and then one day he will become the old man lying on the hospital bed again.

In the end, as the line on the heart rate monitor became stable, he spent his life in such an ordinary way.

But unexpectedly, he crossed over.

......

Unlike the protagonists of web novels who can forget everything in a very short period of time no matter what world they travel to, Wei Changtian still remembers some things from his previous life from time to time.

But since the time travelling, he has been intentionally not thinking about two people, that is his parents.

The reason may be that there is always a kind of guilt in my heart that I don't want to face.

Transmigration, or soul transmigration... When this kind of super-scientific thing really happens, it will inevitably bring about a problem——

What will happen to the "self" in the previous life?

In fact, the answer to this question is not difficult to guess.

Just like Xu Suisui who died of a serious illness, in that world, the young man named Wei Tian was probably already dead.

And this means that Wei Tian's parents lost their son without warning.

The one and only son whom I have worked so hard to bring up, who put all my love and expectation...

This is why Wei Changtian has been deliberately avoiding this question.

He couldn't imagine what his parents looked like when they heard the news of his "death". He couldn't imagine that the man and woman who had worked hard for him for most of their lives would still struggle in pain for the rest of their lives because of him.

He hasn't had time to fulfill his filial piety, and he hasn't had time to let them meet his daughter-in-law and embrace his grandson.

Even, he hasn't had time to say goodbye to them...

Wei Changtian has never, and cannot, tell anyone about this guilt.

It has been two years since he traveled, and he has only spent four nights in the "Dao of Dreams".

It's not because of how "hardworking" he is.

In fact, he just couldn't sleep.

He was afraid that if he fell into a real sleep, he would dream of them.

Wei Changtian didn't know what to say if he had the chance to see his parents again, even in a dream.

He was running away, running away.

But now, he can no longer "escape".

......

......

"dad......"

"mom......"

The white emptiness seemed unreal, and in a trance, Wei Changtian seemed to have returned to the two-bedroom house where he had lived for more than ten years.

A gray fabric sofa with a few cushions made by my mother.

The balcony is filled with the smell of washing powder, and there are always a few pieces of my clothes hanging on the hangers.

The kitchen piled with firewood, rice, oil and salt, the TV set that should have been eliminated long ago, the guitar I bought when I was admitted to college, the pot of green radish on the top of the air conditioner...

I don't know if it's early morning or evening sunlight coming in from the window, covering everything with a layer of orange light.

Wei Changtian stared at all this in a daze. He couldn't distinguish between illusion and reality, and he just walked towards the two people standing in the middle of the room step by step.

At this time, the man and the woman were also looking at him with tears in their faces.

"son......"

Stretching out his hand tremblingly, the man's palm lightly landed on Wei Changtian's shoulder.

The unmistakable touch and temperature made Wei Changtian's body tremble suddenly, and his eye sockets immediately became moist.

Regardless of past and present lives, he has already forgotten how long he has not cried.

But at this moment, when the man patted his shoulder lightly, and when the woman cried and held his hand, Wei Changtian's tears burst out of his eyes instantly.

"dad!!"

"mom!!!"

"sorry!!"

"I'm sorry for you!!"

......

......

There was a question on Zhihu in the previous life, "If you have the opportunity to see your deceased relatives again, what would you say to them?"

There were all kinds of answers to the question, some told stories, some made up stories, some played tricks, and some even analyzed the possibility of this matter from a scientific point of view.

And among the many answers such as "I miss you" and "I love you", one answer has far more likes than all others.

That is "sorry".

I am sorry.

The three simple words contain the most complex emotions.

From this point of view, perhaps after the death of a loved one, the regrets and guilt are the ones that really make people unable to let go.

Now, for the three people living in the illusion, it is difficult to say who is the "gone" relative.

But as far as Wei Changtian is concerned, this is not important.

At this moment, he is no longer the only son of the Wei family, a third-rank master, and no longer a big shot in this world.

He was just the ordinary young man who died due to electric shock, and he was just a close relative separated from the man and woman in front of him.

"Son, son, where have you been..."

"Mom misses you so much..."

"After you left, your dad started drinking again..."

"Didn't you still say that you would go home for the New Year this year..."

"But Mom and Dad have been waiting for two years, why don't you come back..."

"You're really busy, so give us a call..."

"Mom dreams of you every night when she sleeps..."

"But why don't you ever look at your mother..."

"..."

The choked female voice echoed in the warm sunset, and every sentence expressed the most simple feelings of a mother.

A gust of wind blows, the fragrance of washing powder is very good, and there seems to be the sound of children playing outside the window.

When everything around him became more and more real, Wei Changtian seemed to gradually get used to it all.

"Dad, Mom..."

"I......"

He opened his mouth, wanting to tell the man and woman in front of him about the two things he had encountered, about his pain and struggle.

But at this moment, the woman suddenly took a small step back, trembling in disbelief:

"Son, son, you killed someone..."

"..."

His body froze suddenly as if struck by lightning, and Wei Changtian's breathing became extremely rapid in an instant.

He subconsciously stretched out his hand, but the woman avoided it in fear.

Seeing the woman's painful appearance, Wei Changtian only felt that a hand suddenly grabbed his throat, and the inexhaustible panic immediately flooded his whole mind.

"Mom! Listen to me!"

"I don't want to kill! I really don't want to kill!"

"But if I don't kill them, they will kill me!!"

"I want to live, I just want to live!"

"I have no idea!"

"I, I can't help it!!"

"..."

The setting sun outside the window disappeared at some point, replaced by endless night.

Wei Changtian opened his mouth wide and hurriedly explained, but he couldn't change the woman's desperate expression at all.

Until a heavy sigh sounded.

"Oh, son, a mistake is a mistake."

"But no matter what happens, Mom and Dad will never give up on you."

"Let's go."

"Come back with us..."

Chapter 735

"Get out!"

"Go back!!"

"All down the city wall!"

"Without His Majesty's permission, no one is allowed to approach!!"

"..."

At the end of the ugly era, Fengyuan North City Wall.

As a group of yellow armored soldiers hurriedly escorted one person up the city wall, all the guards who were on guard on the city wall were driven down.

During the run, many soldiers couldn't help but secretly looked at the woman in the golden skirt, their eyes were either respectful, reserved, or surprised.

But the latter didn't look at them, just ran quickly to the battlements with his skirt in hand, biting his lip and looking down nervously.

Then, she saw the man sitting cross-legged among the corpses with his eyes closed.

"Your Majesty, this person has been sitting here without moving for more than half an hour."

Behind him, a soldier said anxiously:

"The villain sees that his realm is extremely high, and there are extremely strong internal force fluctuations around him. He is worried that it is an enemy conspiracy, so he reported the matter to the battalion captain."

"No, I didn't expect to alarm His Majesty..."

"Well, you did a good job on that."

Looking back, Xu Suisui's expression instantly became calm.

She glanced at the soldier who was speaking, and then shifted her gaze to another man who looked like an officer.

"When will Senior Qin and the eminent monks arrive?"

"Return to Your Majesty, the leader of Qin has just left the customs, and several eminent monks need time to hand over the Heavenly Buddha Formation to others."

The officer immediately replied in a deep voice, "It will take a quarter of an hour at the earliest."

"A quarter of an hour......"

Seeing the flames coming from the company battalion of the Qianhui Army from a distance, Xu Suisui immediately ordered:

"Leave them alone, get all the generals of the third rank in the army, no, let everyone rush here!"

"In addition, tell Abbot Wuchen to make him ready to withdraw at all times!"