ordinary human life

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Jiang Huizhen jumped off the stage, and the dance clothes on her body instantly turned into a long dress, and she didn't think there was anything strange about it.

She ran to Hu Guozhong and threw herself into his arms.

"Guozhong, it seems like I haven't seen you for a long, long time?"

Jiang Huizhen touched Hu Guozhong's cheek, and asked with some doubts, frowning.

She always felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't remember it for a while.

"Well, it's been a long time, let's go home."

"go home?"

Jiang Huizhen was stunned for a moment, and then happily said: "Go home, let's go home."

Then he pulled Hu Guozhong out of the performance hall.

It was bright and sunny outside.

Chapter 1239 Do Three Things

The leaves blown by the sun and the breeze fell to the ground, leaving a mottled light, gently rippling.

A bicycle passed by on the tree-lined path, and a fallen leaf fell on the head of the woman in the back seat.

The woman picked up the fallen leaves above her head, looked up at the treetops, and saw the blue sky through the leaves.

Vaguely, she seemed to see a giant long-haired snake with its head and tail in its mouth, but when she looked closely, there was nothing there. She couldn't help but feel a little puzzled in her heart, and always felt that she seemed to have forgotten something.

"Huizhen, how are you doing during my absence?" At this moment, Hu Guozhong, who was squatting on a bicycle in front of him, asked.

"It's good, I'm busy with dance rehearsals every day..." Jiang Huizhen froze when she said this, as if she remembered something.

"I saw it just now, do you... like him?" Hu Guozhong asked.

"No, no...don't say any more." Jiang Huizhen put her arms around Hu Guozhong's waist and pressed tightly against his back.

But the surrounding scenery suddenly changed uncontrollably. There is no sunshine, no big trees, no bicycles...

However, Jiang Huizhen still hugged Hu Guozhong's waist tightly, clinging to his back.

Looking around, they saw a very simple stage in front of them, and they were under the stage, surrounded by such benches.

"no no……"

Jiang Huizhen showed a terrified expression, let go of Hu Guozhong's head, and squatted on the ground into a ball.

At this time, the music sounded, and a woman appeared dancing on the stage, it was Jiang Huizhen.

Song Guozhong looked at Jiang Huizhen, who was squatting beside her in surprise, holding her head.

But thinking that this is a dream, I don't think it's strange.

Kang Hye-jung danced solo for a while, when her partner suddenly appeared on the stage and helped her adjust her posture.

Touching, hugging, and smelling each other's scent, in this silent night, desire began to grow, and finally the two hugged and kissed together.

Hu Guozhong's face turned livid. Although he was very sure that Jiang Huizhen had cheated, his doubts were doubts, not facts. Even after he died, he saw Jiang Huizhen go crazy for him, so he still had a little luck in his heart.

But everything in front of him shattered all the luck in his heart.

"Why... why?" Hu Guozhong asked Jiang Huizhen, who was squatting beside him, with a face full of pain.

Hu Guozhong's voice seemed to frighten Jiang Huizhen greatly.

She raised her head and saw Hu Guozhong looking straight at her, she immediately showed horror.

"It's not like this, it's not like this..."

She hurriedly wanted to defend herself, uncontrollably recalling the situation that day in her mind.

And with her thoughts, the surrounding scenery also changed.

From the stage, it becomes a small country hotel.

The two turned into monsters of desire, biting each other.

The dance partner turned into a hyena, gnawing on Jiang Huizhen, but Jiang Huizhen did not show the slightest pain, only endless desire on her face.

Dreams are projections of the mind.

Many things seem absurd, but they are actually what I think in my heart, just replaced by another way of expression.

Looking at everything in front of him, and then looking at Hu Guozhong, who clenched his fists and his face was livid, Jiang Huizhen seemed to wake up from a dream, and the surrounding scenery receded like the tide again.

They were in a park, with a small sparkling lake in front of them, a bench behind them, and a green leather frog trash can beside the bench.

The low bushes are full of fiery red foliage and look very pretty.

This is exactly where Jiang Huizhen and Hu Guozhong met for the first time.

Looking at the scene in front of him, Hu Guozhong's mood gradually calmed down.

"Guozhong..." Jiang Huizhen called out anxiously.

At this time, she was very lucid, never sober, and even knew that she was in a dream.

Hu Guozhong ignored her, sat down on the bench, and stared blankly at the lake in front of him.

"I'm sorry..." Jiang Huizhen rubbed her fingers, full of shame and uneasiness.

"Sorry? Sorry? Haha..." Hu Guozhong laughed loudly, tears streaming down his cheeks.

"Guozhong." Jiang Huizhen anxiously stepped forward to hug him.

"Don't touch me." Hu Guozhong angrily pushed her away.

Jiang Huizhen's face became very pale.

"Why? Why do you want to do this? Are you worthy of me? Are you worthy of this family?" Hu Guozhong asked.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Jiang Huizhen sat slumped on the ground, covering her face and sobbing.

"Don't cry." Hu Guozhong scolded irritably.

Jiang Huizhen shuddered when she heard the words, suppressed tears, and choked up in a low voice.

"Why do you still have to give birth? Do you think it's not enough to hurt me? Are you happy to let me help others raise their son?"

"No, that's not the case. You came back then, I thought, I thought..."

It turned out that after that incident, Hu Guozhong came back and stayed at home for a while, and Jiang Huizhen herself regretted it, and broke off contact with that man directly, and during this period, the two had relationships many times.

So she always thought that the child belonged to Hu Guozhong, but after the birth, she realized that something was wrong, but the birth has already been born, it is a life, what can she do.

So become very sensitive and live in fear.

But Hu Guozhong believed in her all the time, and didn't think too much about it, only thinking that she had postpartum syndrome.

As the days passed and the days returned to calm, Jiang Huizhen lived her life cautiously with a fluke mentality, hoping that this life would pass like this.

But there is no impenetrable wall in the world.

Finally, when the incident happened, she thought that Hu Guozhong would beat her up severely, or publicize her as a bitch everywhere, ruin her reputation, or divorce her directly.

But never thought that Hu Guozhong would commit suicide directly.

She loves him, really loves him very much, her soul is devoured by remorse and guilt, as long as she closes her eyes, the miserable appearance of Hu Guozhong after his death will appear in front of her eyes, it is all her fault, she finally I couldn't stand it, and completely collapsed.

Hu Guozhong didn't speak any more, just sat there blankly.

Jiang Huizhen sat slumped on the ground, sobbing softly, not daring to move at all, for fear that any of her actions would arouse Hu Guozhong's anger.

After coming over for a while, Hu Guozhong finally asked, "Have you ever loved me?"

Jiang Huizhen nodded repeatedly.

Wiping her tears, she said, "If I don't love you, I won't marry you."

"What then?"

"My love for you has never changed." Jiang Huizhen said.

Hu Guozhong showed a bitter smile when he heard the words, and then stood up.

"I'm leaving, you can go home too."

"Where are you going, I'll go with you." Jiang Huizhen said hastily.

Hu Guozhong shook his head and said: "I have long since died. I have been staying in the world for so many years just because I was unwilling. Enough is enough..."

Hu Guozhong showed a relieved smile.

Immediately, the surrounding scenery cracked like glass.

Hu Guozhong also began to slowly disappear from Jiang Huizhen's vision.

"Guozhong, don't go, don't leave me..." Jiang Huizhen scrambled forward to grab Hu Guozhong, but she couldn't touch him.

"Go home, I... forgive you." Hu Guozhong showed a smile uglier than crying, and disappeared in front of her.

"Guozhong..." Jiang Huizhen sat up on the bed in the shelter, then looked around blankly, touched her cheek, and her face was full of tears.

She gently got out of bed, came to the bedside, looked up at the sky, the moon like a silver plate illuminated the entire night sky.

Late at night……

"Guozhong."

She muttered softly, her face full of remorse, she knew that even if she was no longer crazy.

But for the rest of her life, I am afraid that she will live in regret and suffer from spiritual torment every day.

"Late at night……"

He Sihai looked up at the night sky.

"Thank you."

Hu Guozhong wiped away his tears and thanked He Sihai.

"Go all the way." He Sihai said.

Hu Guozhong nodded, walked towards the guiding light beside him, and then disappeared without a trace.

He Sihai put away the little red umbrella, and then sighed deeply.

He felt unworthy for Hu Guozhong, he was not wrong, but he paid the price with his life.

Since ancient times, it has been said that intercession hurts the most, and it is really true.

After his death, he was unwilling to follow Jiang Huizhen silently for so many years, just to ask this question, is it worth it?

As for what Jiang Huizhen said was true or false, it is estimated that only she knew in her heart.

He Sihai rubbed the center of his brows, feeling a kind of sympathetic grief.

He knew that he was affected by Hu Guozhong's experience.

Sometimes he is really worried, if he often encounters this kind of thing, will he become world-weary, and eventually even have the urge to destroy the world.

He suddenly understood the actions of those fallen gods.

Perhaps only desire can defeat desire.

Therefore, they may deliberately indulge their desires to resist various negative emotions caused by being polluted.

In this way, the harm is minimized.

At this moment, He Sihai suddenly felt that someone was watching him.

Turning around, she saw Tao Zi standing in the living room, staring blankly at him.

"You don't sleep, what are you doing here?"

He Sihai walked into the house with some helplessness.

"I want to pee."

"Isn't there a bathroom upstairs? Forget it, go quickly."

"I'll piss." Tao Zi said again.

"Then what are you doing downstairs? Come back with me quickly." He Sihai said as he picked her up.

"Who was that uncle just now? Why did he disappear?" Tao Zi suddenly asked.